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[27 Jan 2008|07:43am] |
Please disregard any bible messages I have on here, i went through a bible phase of my life (due to consistent brainwashing of born agains) and finally have come to terms with my spirituality. I have looked into many religions and i have decided, i am my own spirit, i need not follow a religion. I am a free spirit, I believe in people being who they want to be. I believe in the freedom to be yourself and express yourself however you want. I believe that humankind is created equal and so we should accept and love eachother unconditionally.
If you judge someone you have no time to love them. Word mother theresa.
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[01 Jan 2008|01:52am] |
Falling...falling..fallin'
the pit of my heart causes a sharp pain in my stomach.
horrible.
:-(!! (=^_^=)
i want to gag i want to spit and puke up what i have devoured.
too large for ones mouth.
i alone can only feel the pain.
i alone ..
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[07 Dec 2007|12:29am] |
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It's raining outside and I love the rain ^_^!! Currently, I'm not in school and I'm unemployed but honestly I'm still very confident and know I am going to achieve my goal of being successful none the least. I was going to school but things just were not paning out like I had wanted. I believe everyone could have the potential to go to school and that's the wonderful opportunity that anyone could take. I must add, going to school is a personal choice and is not something anyone can make you do. So here I am not in school and it does feel weird but you know what I'm happy and I'm getting a job at Macy's if it all works out. I believe my future lies somewhere in cosmetology or fashion. I just like anything that keeps me up and going. Not too much of atextbook person but I know I am very intelligent and have all that it takes to make it in life. I'm dealing with lots of things right now but it still won't stop me from making it.
On a second note my mother has had to change her chemo therapy. She will no longer be able to take the less severe form of chemo in pill form but now will have to lose her hair and probably endure a lot more pain. It's too bad she had the rare side effect of being too bloated with xeloda but I guess this other stuff she is taking is going to be even more powerful so that is good. The best news I have to share with ya'll is that her cancer in her lungs is completely gone^_^!! I will i could say she had never had cancer at all:( *sigh* It's hard watching someone suffer..you'd be suprised. most people don't even know how to treat me about the situation and I often think about how hard it must be for my mom since I bet even more people don't understand how she must feel. I really dislike it when people act like she is going to die. I think people often times think DEATH or FATAL ILLNESS..when they think cancer. I just would like ot say if you know someone who has cancer or someone whose parent has cancer it is always a good idea to keep their faith up. I really dislike whne people act all gloomy it just doesn't help me and I think it's ok that people do that because honestly sometimes, people know no better and you must accept that. You can't always have things the way you want them to be.
On another note I had a boyfriend who was a recovered meth addict and he was a great guy and all but he slipped an di would have been there for him but he kicked my window mysteriously out in front of my friend ryan's house. The entire thing shattered and not only did he run away he denied it the same night. he also refuesed to admit to using and still has not apologized or paid me for the damage. this is how i see it...even if i dont get paid in full what really hurt was the fact he didn't say sorry. that really showed me who he was. As I always say PEOPLE WILL ONLY SHOW YOU WHO THEY REALLY ARE. I don't care if he was on drugs the fact that he can't admit to his problems or say he's sorry is the bigger issue. A window is repairable...hearts are not mendable. Thankfully this genuine guy that I had been seeing prior to him (nolan) came to me like an angel. A lot of gals like nolan too except nolan seems to like me. Sometimes I have a hard time realizing a boy likes me especially a nice one since I usually get stuck with mean ones like the one above. Especially those types who are two faced...and me..i can be a really poor judge of character due to my inclination to always try and think positive. Anywho, nolan has been there through thick and thin and hes a great guy. Hes an ex iraq vet and regardless of what you think of the war i think now that i have actually gotten to know a soldier i have a lot more respect for them. I believe it is wrong to say they are robots and brainwashed..i mean i know it is true in a sense..but underneath every soldier/marine, is a person, that person has a soul. If you think about it a person who serves in war is probably not going to want to be told that he is a "baby killer" or a "POS". He's probably going to want your warm embrace if anything!! Anywho, i feel like he understands what it is to love and lose. He has been through a lot and his strength of character is absolutely amazing. I'm glad to have him in my life:)
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[12 Nov 2007|11:56pm] |
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Well, i'm not that drunk but i've been drinking witht he boys..and well, i'm tired and just want to pass out.
peace
<3
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[29 Aug 2007|11:13am] |
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No matter if myspace, facebook and tribe are wonderful I still love LJ. I mean shnapps, I've had this for sooooo long!
My very dearest friends all have livejournals and I feel that all the other websites for connecting people are mor on a superficial level. In fact, on facebook you find people who don't even talk to you saying "what's up". All I have to say is, how come those people aren't coming up to me in public when they see me? Seriously, its just a shame.
I really have no time for fakeness in my life, however I have all the time in the world for what is REAL^_^!!
I think the situation with my mom is pretty serious, although I do always find a way to stay positive. I think I'm taking it pretty well considering for some people it's hard for them to even function. Having a sick parent is NOT easy at all and if you think people who have to watch parents suffer dont have a reason to be upset, THEY ACTUALLY DO. I think a lot of people do not understand that. Even I, before my mother became sick, did not understand the intense grieving people go through. I do know cancer could eventually kill my mother but I also have hope that with new chemo and the extensive research they do on trying to stop cancer, there is a possibility she can live longer. I do believe in staying positive. I am an optimist and thats how i will always be. I think my positive attitude toward my mother's cancer is helping her. She cannot stand when people treat her as if she is helpless and I do not blame her for feeling that way. People always seem to address her so gloomily..I on the other hand do not. I always am pumped up and have a level of excitement in my voice that always seems to make her happy.
Anywho, if I can offer any advice to those of you who have never dealt with someone who is not doing so well, it is this:
Always be strong. If you cannot be strong you will not be able to overcome the obstacle and even more so the sick need your strength! There will be times in everyones life where we will have to deal with times like these, but we must not give up!
I read this quote the other day and liked it:
Anyone can give up; it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone would understand if you fell apart, that's TRUE STRENGTH.
Amen!
By the way, everyone who has watched someone suffer or who has suffered greatly for illness is in my heart.
Namaste
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[15 Jul 2007|07:08pm] |
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[10 Jul 2007|01:33pm] |
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1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
2. Do you have any weird sleeping habits?
3. Whens the last time you swam in a lake?
4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
5. Where is the Wizard of Oz?
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
8. Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears?
9. Do you stay friends with your exes?
10. Do you know how to play poker?
11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
12. What's your favorite commercial?
13. What type of food do you eat the most?
14.When was the last time you had a lot of fun?
15. Have you ever had a Choco Taco?
16. Who Do You Think Is Better, The Boston Red Sox or the New York Yankees?
17. What kind of underwear do you have on?
18. How often do you forget your dreams?
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
20. Can you name 5 songs by N'SYNC?
21. What's the one thing on your mind right now?
22. Been pierced or tattooed?
23. Do you put salt on a turkey dinner?
24. Do you always wear your seat belt?
25. What cell service do you use?
26. Do you like bananas?
27. Have you almost gotten in a car accident?
28. What do you wear to bed?
29. Been caught stealing?
30. Do you know how to play pool?
31. Can you play pool well?
32. Do you truly love anyone?
33. Bluegrass or rap?
34. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
35. Skim, 1%, 2%, or whole?
36. What food do you find disgusting?
37. Windows or Macintosh?
38. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"?
39. Been caught having a sexual act?
40. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
41. Have you ever sung in front of the mirror?
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[23 Apr 2007|01:00pm] |
Here I am a month and a half and I'll be in italy taking photos with my digital and polaroid. God i love that thing! i bought 70 dollars worth of polaroid because they're soooo damn expensive.
i love those animals.
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[01 Dec 2006|09:25am] |
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So I dumped my man. I keep on looking back and thinking I've made a bad decision, instead I know in my heart that it's right. Sometimes you get "hung up" on things, but you just gotta keep on trucking. If you get yourself stuck waiting, or caught up in the moment you'll never go anywhere. Comon, one life to live, why waste it thinking of someone who does not matter. It's hard to leave someone you like, but you know what, you can't be in denial if it's not working. Bullshit gets serious. That's how bad relationships turn out. You take them too far and then you have major drama when you break up. So, anywho, heres to being single, it's much better that way.
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[26 Sep 2006|04:34pm] |
A piece of the conclusion of walden pond, that I love to re read
"However mean your life is, meet it and live it; do not shun it and call it hard names. It is not so bad as you are. It looks poorest when you are richest. The fault-finder will find faults even in paradise. Love your life, poor as it is. You may perhaps have some pleasant, thrilling, glorious hours, even in a poor-house. The setting sun is reflected from the windows of the almshouse as brightly as from the rich man's abode; the snow melts before its door as early in the spring. I do not see but a quiet mind may live as contentedly there, and have as cheering thoughts, as in a palace. The town's poor seem to me often to live the most independent lives of any. Maybe they are simply great enough to receive without misgiving. Most think that they are above being supported by the town; but it oftener happens that they are not above supporting themselves by dishonest means, which should be more disreputable. Cultivate poverty like a garden herb, like sage. Do not trouble yourself much to get new things, whether clothes or friends. Turn the old; return to them. Things do not change; we change. Sell your clothes and keep your thoughts. God will see that you do not want society. If I were confined to a corner of a garret all my days, like a spider, the world would be just as large to me while I had my thoughts about me. The philosopher said: "From an army of three divisions one can take away its general, and put it in disorder; from the man the most abject and vulgar one cannot take away his thought." Do not seek so anxiously to be developed, to subject yourself to many influences to be played on; it is all dissipation. Humility like darkness reveals the heavenly lights. The shadows of poverty and meanness gather around us, "and lo! creation widens to our view." We are often reminded that if there were bestowed on us the wealth of Croesus, our aims must still be the same, and our means essentially the same. Moreover, if you are restricted in your range by poverty, if you cannot buy books and newspapers, for instance, you are but confined to the most significant and vital experiences; you are compelled to deal with the material which yields the most sugar and the most starch. It is life near the bone where it is sweetest. You are defended from being a trifler. No man loses ever on a lower level by magnanimity on a higher. Superfluous wealth can buy superfluities only. Money is not required to buy one necessary of the soul."
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[19 Jun 2006|05:50pm] |
When you cant seem to make a choice between different options, life gets hectic.
Word up.
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Mind your own fuckin business anonymous poster.
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[15 Feb 2006|09:30am] |
Word to john chapter 5
Chapter 5
1 After this there was a feast of the Jews; and Jesus went up to Jerusalem.
2 Now there is at Jerusalem by the sheep market a pool, which is called in the Hebrew tongue Bethesda, having five porches.
3 In these lay a great multitude of impotent folk, of blind, halt, withered, waiting for the moving of the water.
4 For an angel went down at a certain season into the pool, and troubled the water: whosoever then first after the troubling of the water stepped in was made whole of whatsoever disease he had.
5 And a certain man was there, which had an infirmity thirty and eight years.
6 When Jesus saw him lie, and knew that he had been now a long time in that case, he saith unto him, Wilt thou be made whole?
7 The impotent man answered him, Sir, I have no man, when the water is troubled, to put me into the pool: but while I am coming, another steppeth down before me.
8 Jesus saith unto him, Rise, take up thy bed, and walk.
9 And immediately the man was made whole, and took up his bed, and walked: and on the same day was the sabbath.
10 The Jews therefore said unto him that was cured, It is the sabbath day: it is not lawful for thee to carry thy bed.
11 He answered them, He that made me whole, the same said unto me, Take up thy bed, and walk.
12 Then asked they him, What man is that which said unto thee, Take up thy bed, and walk?
13 And he that was healed wist not who it was: for Jesus had conveyed himself away, a multitude being in that place.
14 Afterward Jesus findeth him in the temple, and said unto him, Behold, thou art made whole: sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee.
15 The man departed, and told the Jews that it was Jesus, which had made him whole.
16 And therefore did the Jews persecute Jesus, and sought to slay him, because he had done these things on the sabbath day.
17 But Jesus answered them, My Father worketh hitherto, and I work.
18 Therefore the Jews sought the more to kill him, because he not only had broken the sabbath, but said also that God was his Father, making himself equal with God.
19 Then answered Jesus and said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, The Son can do nothing of himself, but what he seeth the Father do: for what things soever he doeth, these also doeth the Son likewise.
20 For the Father loveth the Son, and sheweth him all things that himself doeth: and he will shew him greater works than these, that ye may marvel.
21 For as the Father raiseth up the dead, and quickeneth them; even so the Son quickeneth whom he will.
22 For the Father judgeth no man, but hath committed all judgment unto the Son:
23 That all men should honour the Son, even as they honour the Father. He that honoureth not the Son honoureth not the Father which hath sent him.
24 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life.
25 Verily, verily, I say unto you, The hour is coming, and now is, when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God: and they that hear shall live.
26 For as the Father hath life in himself; so hath he given to the Son to have life in himself;
If Jesus was the Son of God, why did He call Himself the Son of Man? [answer]
27 And hath given him authority to execute judgment also, because he is the Son of man.
28 Marvel not at this: for the hour is coming, in the which all that are in the graves shall hear his voice,
29 And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation.
30 I can of mine own self do nothing: as I hear, I judge: and my judgment is just; because I seek not mine own will, but the will of the Father which hath sent me.
31 If I bear witness of myself, my witness is not true.
32 There is another that beareth witness of me; and I know that the witness which he witnesseth of me is true.
33 Ye sent unto John, and he bare witness unto the truth.
34 But I receive not testimony from man: but these things I say, that ye might be saved.
35 He was a burning and a shining light: and ye were willing for a season to rejoice in his light.
36 But I have greater witness than that of John: for the works which the Father hath given me to finish, the same works that I do, bear witness of me, that the Father hath sent me.
37 And the Father himself, which hath sent me, hath borne witness of me. Ye have neither heard his voice at any time, nor seen his shape.
38 And ye have not his word abiding in you: for whom he hath sent, him ye believe not.
39 Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me.
40 And ye will not come to me, that ye might have life.
41 I receive not honour from men.
42 But I know you, that ye have not the love of God in you.
43 I am come in my Father's name, and ye receive me not: if another shall come in his own name, him ye will receive.
44 How can ye believe, which receive honour one of another, and seek not the honour that cometh from God only?
45 Do not think that I will accuse you to the Father: there is one that accuseth you, even Moses, in whom ye trust.
46 For had ye believed Moses, ye would have believed me: for he wrote of me.
47 But if ye believe not his writings, how shall ye believe my words?
Luke chapter 6
16 And Judas the brother of James, and Judas Iscariot, which also was the traitor.
17 And he came down with them, and stood in the plain, and the company of his disciples, and a great multitude of people out of all Judaea and Jerusalem, and from the sea coast of Tyre and Sidon, which came to hear him, and to be healed of their diseases;
18 And they that were vexed with unclean spirits: and they were healed.
19 And the whole multitude sought to touch him: for there went virtue out of him, and healed them all.
20 And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God.
21 Blessed are ye that hunger now: for ye shall be filled. Blessed are ye that weep now: for ye shall laugh.
22 Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake.
23 Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets.
24 But woe unto you that are rich! for ye have received your consolation.
25 Woe unto you that are full! for ye shall hunger. Woe unto you that laugh now! for ye shall mourn and weep.
26 Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets.
27 But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,
28 Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you.
29 And unto him that smiteth thee on the one cheek offer also the other; and him that taketh away thy cloke forbid not to take thy coat also.
30 Give to every man that asketh of thee; and of him that taketh away thy goods ask them not again.
31 And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise.
32 For if ye love them which love you, what thank have ye? for sinners also love those that love them.
33 And if ye do good to them which do good to you, what thank have ye? for sinners also do even the same.
34 And if ye lend to them of whom ye hope to receive, what thank have ye? for sinners also lend to sinners, to receive as much again.
35 But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.
36 Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful.
37 Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:
38 Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.
39 And he spake a parable unto them, Can the blind lead the blind? shall they not both fall into the ditch?
40 The disciple is not above his master: but every one that is perfect shall be as his master.
41 And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but perceivest not the beam that is in thine own eye?
42 Either how canst thou say to thy brother, Brother, let me pull out the mote that is in thine eye, when thou thyself beholdest not the beam that is in thine own eye? Thou hypocrite, cast out first the beam out of thine own eye, and then shalt thou see clearly to pull out the mote that is in thy brother's eye.
43 For a good tree bringeth not forth corrupt fruit; neither doth a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.
44 For every tree is known by his own fruit. For of thorns men do not gather figs, nor of a bramble bush gather they grapes.
45 A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh.
46 And why call ye me, Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I say?
47 Whosoever cometh to me, and heareth my sayings, and doeth them, I will shew you to whom he is like:
48 He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock.
49 But he that heareth, and doeth not, is like a man that without a foundation built an house upon the earth; against which the stream did beat vehemently, and immediately it fell; and the ruin of that house was great.
Proverbs chapter 15
Chapter 15
1 A soft answer turneth away wrath: but grievous words stir up anger.
2 The tongue of the wise useth knowledge aright: but the mouth of fools poureth out foolishness.
3 The eyes of the LORD are in every place, beholding the evil and the good.
4 A wholesome tongue is a tree of life: but perverseness therein is a breach in the spirit.
5 A fool despiseth his father's instruction: but he that regardeth reproof is prudent.
6 In the house of the righteous is much treasure: but in the revenues of the wicked is trouble.
7 The lips of the wise disperse knowledge: but the heart of the foolish doeth not so.
8 The sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to the LORD: but the prayer of the upright is his delight.
9 The way of the wicked is an abomination unto the LORD: but he loveth him that followeth after righteousness.
10 Correction is grievous unto him that forsaketh the way: and he that hateth reproof shall die.
11 Hell and destruction are before the LORD: how much more then the hearts of the children of men?
12 A scorner loveth not one that reproveth him: neither will he go unto the wise.
13 A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance: but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken.
14 The heart of him that hath understanding seeketh knowledge: but the mouth of fools feedeth on foolishness.
15 All the days of the afflicted are evil: but he that is of a merry heart hath a continual feast.
16 Better is little with the fear of the LORD than great treasure and trouble therewith.
17 Better is a dinner of herbs where love is, than a stalled ox and hatred therewith.
18 A wrathful man stirreth up strife: but he that is slow to anger appeaseth strife.
19 The way of the slothful man is as an hedge of thorns: but the way of the righteous is made plain.
20 A wise son maketh a glad father: but a foolish man despiseth his mother.
21 Folly is joy to him that is destitute of wisdom: but a man of understanding walketh uprightly.
22 Without counsel purposes are disappointed: but in the multitude of counsellors they are established.
23 A man hath joy by the answer of his mouth: and a word spoken in due season, how good is it!
24 The way of life is above to the wise, that he may depart from hell beneath.
25 The LORD will destroy the house of the proud: but he will establish the border of the widow.
26 The thoughts of the wicked are an abomination to the LORD: but the words of the pure are pleasant words.
27 He that is greedy of gain troubleth his own house; but he that hateth gifts shall live.
28 The heart of the righteous studieth to answer: but the mouth of the wicked poureth out evil things.
29 The LORD is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous.
30 The light of the eyes rejoiceth the heart: and a good report maketh the bones fat.
31 The ear that heareth the reproof of life abideth among the wise.
32 He that refuseth instruction despiseth his own soul: but he that heareth reproof getteth understanding.
33 The fear of the LORD is the instruction of wisdom; and before honour is humility.
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[27 Jan 2006|08:17pm] |
I want to feel the love a hippie hugger has for trees.
I want to feel the pain that an aborted baby goes through when it is accidently born alive.
I want to love a leppar so much that I would sleep with him.
I want all that feels good.
I want toxins in my body.
I want naked men at my door.
I want to touch heaven but not see it.
I want to carry on forward without looking behind.
I want adventurous daredevils in my life.
I didn't want to be born in this world.
I didn't want to be on another dimension.
I didn't want to get real.
I didn't want to follow the books.
I didn't want my parents to live with me.
i didn't love you but now i do.
oh sweet sensations pouring through me like rain,
please let these thoughts sink into my brain,
I have seen the devil and I'VE had ENOUGH,
so here's to you my love.
By: Heidi Mostachetti (formally known as the "G-R-A-T-E-F-U-L--T-O-K-E-R"
G ood
R aving
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T o,
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F eel
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L ose
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[12 Dec 2005|09:22pm] |
“Don’t let them change you.
Or even re-arrange you.
Don’t let them fool you,
Or even try to school you.
We have the right to live on our own,
So tell them go to hell if what they’re thinking isn’t right,
True love will never leave us alone,
Against the darkness there must come out a light”
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| happy holidays kids |
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Christmas in Santa Barbara is probably my favorite time ofyear. A lot of people think all the lights outside houses spoil christmas but I beg to differ. I THINK that it totally kicks ass when someone sets up fake snow, and has all those fake children playing and they move to. It's absolutely RADICAL. It might be cheesy to some but it surely makes me happy. If you live in SB check out the house in ellwood with the most shit I've ever seen infront of it. Their electric bill must be insanely high, that's all I gotta say. Anywho, hope everybody has a nice holiday season!
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| I got hit by none other then an elderly driver today... |
[14 Nov 2005|06:27pm] |
I was at a stop sign and the guy directly across from me wants to go straight and my turning signals are on to go left. As he goes straight I pull out from the stop and let him go by then I hang my left. As I hang my left this woman pops out at the stop sign to the left of me and starts to go without even looking both ways before she goes. She plows into my bumper (just dinging it) and flees the scene.
God damn elderly just looking to not get their licenses revoked.
oh well insurance is going to pay.
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[01 Nov 2005|10:50am] |
John 1
1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
2The same was in the beginning with God.
3All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.
4In him was life; and the life was the light of men.
5And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.
6There was a man sent from God, whose name was John.
7The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe.
8He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light.
9That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.
10He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.
11He came unto his own, and his own received him not.
12But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:
13Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.
14And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.
15John bare witness of him, and cried, saying, This was he of whom I spake, He that cometh after me is preferred before me: for he was before me.
16And of his fulness have all we received, and grace for grace.
17For the law was given by Moses, but grace and truth came by Jesus Christ.
18No man hath seen God at any time, the only begotten Son, which is in the bosom of the Father, he hath declared him.
19And this is the record of John, when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, Who art thou?
20And he confessed, and denied not; but confessed, I am not the Christ.
21And they asked him, What then? Art thou Elias? And he saith, I am not. Art thou that prophet? And he answered, No.
22Then said they unto him, Who art thou? that we may give an answer to them that sent us. What sayest thou of thyself?
23He said, I am the voice of one crying in the wilderness, Make straight the way of the Lord, as said the prophet Esaias.
24And they which were sent were of the Pharisees.
25And they asked him, and said unto him, Why baptizest thou then, if thou be not that Christ, nor Elias, neither that prophet?
26John answered them, saying, I baptize with water: but there standeth one among you, whom ye know not;
27He it is, who coming after me is preferred before me, whose shoe's latchet I am not worthy to unloose.
28These things were done in Bethabara beyond Jordan, where John was baptizing.
29The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him, and saith, Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world.
30This is he of whom I said, After me cometh a man which is preferred before me: for he was before me.
31And I knew him not: but that he should be made manifest to Israel, therefore am I come baptizing with water.
32And John bare record, saying, I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it abode upon him.
33And I knew him not: but he that sent me to baptize with water, the same said unto me, Upon whom thou shalt see the Spirit descending, and remaining on him, the same is he which baptizeth with the Holy Ghost.
34And I saw, and bare record that this is the Son of God.
35Again the next day after John stood, and two of his disciples;
36And looking upon Jesus as he walked, he saith, Behold the Lamb of God!
37And the two disciples heard him speak, and they followed Jesus.
38Then Jesus turned, and saw them following, and saith unto them, What seek ye? They said unto him, Rabbi, (which is to say, being interpreted, Master,) where dwellest thou?
39He saith unto them, Come and see. They came and saw where he dwelt, and abode with him that day: for it was about the tenth hour.
40One of the two which heard John speak, and followed him, was Andrew, Simon Peter's brother.
41He first findeth his own brother Simon, and saith unto him, We have found the Messias, which is, being interpreted, the Christ.
42And he brought him to Jesus. And when Jesus beheld him, he said, Thou art Simon the son of Jona: thou shalt be called Cephas, which is by interpretation, A stone.
43The day following Jesus would go forth into Galilee, and findeth Philip, and saith unto him, Follow me.
44Now Philip was of Bethsaida, the city of Andrew and Peter.
45Philip findeth Nathanael, and saith unto him, We have found him, of whom Moses in the law, and the prophets, did write, Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph.
46And Nathanael said unto him, Can there any good thing come out of Nazareth? Philip saith unto him, Come and see.
47Jesus saw Nathanael coming to him, and saith of him, Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom is no guile!
48Nathanael saith unto him, Whence knowest thou me? Jesus answered and said unto him, Before that Philip called thee, when thou wast under the fig tree, I saw thee.
49Nathanael answered and saith unto him, Rabbi, thou art the Son of God; thou art the King of Israel.
50Jesus answered and said unto him, Because I said unto thee, I saw thee under the fig tree, believest thou? thou shalt see greater things than these.
51And he saith unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Hereafter ye shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of man.
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[24 Oct 2005|12:15am] |
I have never broken a bone in my life, but for some reason God decided right now would be a great time to mess one up. I cracked a bone in my pinky and nobody told me it would hurt so bad for THIS long. It has been cracked for about a week and it has a splint on it. I never knew messing up a bone would hurt this bad. It is in pain all day long and the paind does not go away. I think because I have never experienced a pain that does not go away for days, I am very shocked to have this happen.
I am never been clutzy in my house again!
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